Well I think I am really at a HUGE changing point in my life.
I was this close to signing up with Weight Watchers. As in I had everything filled out and all I need to do was click "CONTINUE". Then my mind went wild! Continue? With what the rest of my life? The rest of my new life...I mean I am ready but it's like shutting the door on a old friend. All 50 pounds of her! And this really will be my last "FREE FOR ALL" weekend.
I also found the most encouraging Blog. I felt like a bit of a stocker because I went and read almost a full years worth of blogging. She went on a diet and really went out 110% on the food and mostly the working out. She did it how I truly believe is the way to go. She worked her ass off! (no pun intended)
The thing that really got to me was just the willpower and determination that she had! TO get up at 5 AM and workout then go to work then workout and go home then do something else later that night! ARE you KIDDING me??? If she can do it then so can I. I'll use this blog as a major force to keep my goals on tract and to help hold some accountabilty.
So be perpared for a new blog...just for this weight loss.

I'm changing my life. I'm changing my life!